Slow decomposition of a body, a body of humanity. Forgotten by God, convicted to self - destruction. Slow decomposition of a body, a body of humanity. Forgotten by God, convicted to self - destruction.
Omnipresent rot, filth, diseases and additions, Unwanted children, remorseless parents, Pedophilia, sadomasochist excitement, Everyday suicidal thoughts Desire to leave that world without any prospects.
Slow decomposition of a body, a body of humanity. Forgotten by God, convicted to self - destruction. Slow decomposition of a body, a body of humanity. Forgotten by God, convicted to self - destruction.
Increasing differences, lack of understanding All lead to fateful self - destruction.
Death for a wish, so many want her…quick, painless, death for a wish! Another drug separates me from happiness Another drug will release me from that hell I wish I would die, I hanker after salvation I have had enough of this life, frustration and lack of understanding
Death for a wish, so many want her…quick, painless
"Good" people gave me advice, they moralized: "Get yourself together"-they say, "Don’t be such a looser" They diagnosed me as sociopath Gave me help by convicting me for an isolation
All I want it's freedom from society, from hate Will my dream about beautiful world ever happen?
Death for a wish so many want her…quick, painless because there is nothing worth living left Death for a wish, why have I failed again? Death! Death! Death! Death!
(inspired by relation of Wilhelm Brasse, prisoner no. 3444 of Auschwitz,
I see faces all the time, I don't remember any more how many they were I still can’t sleep because of shooting fear in their eyes I live with stigma of genocide crime, I saw hell on the earth That fear I will take with me to my grave, to the other world
Portraits of murders, portraits of victims I portrayed crimes, endless number of them
I got to know butchers, I know how sick human mind can be I looked at tortures, I know what elate an executioner
Violence, suffering, pain, humiliation
On photos I saved lust and excitement I saved horror and fear
I cursed my mother for giving birth to me in that world I disowned God because he let to devils exist in human bodies I live with stigma of crime, I saw hell on the earth I will take that fear with me to my grave, to the other world
I will take that fear with me to my grave, when the angel of death knocks on my door I will take that fear with me to my grave, when my life comes to the end
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